Yeah, i know i havent blogged lately and honestly its because i'm too lazy. i dont even feel like typing appropriately so most things wont be punctuated correctly or capitalzed. maybe even spelled right... its my blog i will do whatever the hell i want with it so there.
So anyway, ive been completely miserable... I truely hate this college experience. Why cant i enjoy it like everyone else? i really dont wanna be here. but i have to. clearly it doesnt like me back either... because im on academic probation and if i mess up this semester i get the boot. no, i dont wanna be here but i dont wanna get kicked out either. especially since im in phoenix independent winterguard. its the only thing that makes me happy. sad isnt it? yup. i honestly feel like giving up on the world and living alone. its like im not worth anyones time here. i have no real friends up here and everything just isnt clicking. *sigh*
